Tired + Sorry ~

Few day din update my blog d...

this few day busy my stuff n my friend stuff...

so tired....

so many project and final project ...

feel so pressure ...

dun feel like really wan start touch my project ...

but I know now must start settle all my works d ...

cant be lazy anymore d ...

jia you ba~

--♥

wanna tell it out but duno who can I talk to...

and duno how 2 tell it out...

may be just keep all d thing n feeling in heart is better ...

--♥

Today is hiao hiao bday ...

I’m feel so sorry to her ...cause this year I cant celebrate with her ...

Actually I hope but finally I really cant ...

The reason is I got a lot of stuff need 2 complete ...im very very tired ...plus transport problem ...

I know she wont angry n will understand my situation ...

But I know her really feel dissappointed...

From message and her voice when she call me before she go redbox ...

So SORRY ...

不过是

那不过是，安慰自己的方式
找个好借口，让什么都不是

那不过是，明白的另一种方式
不要什么解释，更无需掩饰

那不过是，等待的一种方式
时间一到，什么都消逝

Damn feel bored with my college life

College life is so different with high school…

Even clsmate also different than high school 1…

They can change their mind immediately… so u can’t guess who is really can let u trust…

Don’t even feel that I got a good friend that can talk out my soul or whatever in coll…

Actually got some of my clsmates is quite good…

They are friendly , kind and quite helpful etc…

But d problem is I’m feel like different type, perception , mind , etc…with them

It is quite a different world… like not the same species… kinda have the same topic to talk…

I know that in this society got so many kind of people so we can’t find a person who 100% same type with us d..

What can I do now is just try to join and mix with them… try to find some topic to talk… try to adaptation to environment...

But I just need more times to adaptation…

I hope I can do that...

Try My Best~